I cannot approach them.
Let them find and reach to me.
It’s not my personality to meet many people. I avoid to initiate for meeting new people. And asking for work is too difficult for me.
No, I’m not egoistic. I don’t look others down. My inner doesn’t allow me to beg for anything if people are not my friends. If they are my friends, I could ask them to include me in their projects. If they are friends but not close, I cannot ask them to involve me.
My inner self is hesitant.
It’s reluctant to see down before others but I’m humble to all.
I cannot go forward to reach them. I want them to reach me.