Children To Learn Tai Chi 

Ta – When should I send my 3 years old son?
Wo – ….Where?
Ta – To learn Tai Chi.
Wo – When he is able to understand.
Ta – …His understanding is much better than you. Got it?
Wo – …if you wanted to humiliate me than it’s different thing but for your question, I have answered already.
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Who would teach him Tai Chi?

Na, I would not.

I feel, children are difficult to teach Tai Chi. Their energy is uncontrollable and they are not focused if they are not interesting in something.
Parents don’t know what their children want to do or be. Parents wants their children to learn everything, painting, music, writing, dancing, acting, and later they want them to become doctors, engineers, civil servants. Parents are not father and mother. Parents are people who impose their unfulfilled desires on children and want children to do everything.
I think, children below 8-10 years are difficult to teach Tai Chi. If they are above 10 years and still not interested in learning, I would not like to drag them into Tai Chi.
A 15 years old boy was my student. He was in 11th standard. His father asked me to teach him Tai Chi. I found him not interested in learning. His father also used to practice with us so that his son would be encouraged but I saw no progress in the son. He used not to listen my words, his eyes were somewhere else when I was teaching him. Finally, I had to tell his father that his son is not interested and I could not spend my time on him.
Maybe, my processe or method of teaching is not good, it might be very boring but because I was not changing any fee, I could not spend time on someone not interested in learning.
Tai Chi is good if one feels the rhythm.
18:55 Wednesday 17th May 2017

Helpful Tai Chi 

Rudeness in talking comes,

if one is disturbed, 

Unsatisfied inside.
It’s important to know

If you are rude or your way of talking is rude.

Maybe you have not achieved that what you have been expecting to.

Your dissatisfaction with what you have earned in your life

Also makes you doing what you do, how you do.

Karma, or all other factors are also there.

Family, friends, surrounding or loneliness makes one careless about society.

Carefreeness is actually frustration towards people and society.
Then politeness come like helplessness.

You are not dominating because you don’t dare to order people.

You are no authoritative.
In that case,

You are

Defeated!

Lost!!

Almost Dead!!!
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Tai Chi helps to deal with all this.

Tai Chi helps to know the formless, nameless, thoughtless, emotionless.

The light is there with 

No emotions, 

No thoughts,

No names,

No forms.

You find yourself with everything.

All material things are there with their real look.

All forms are results of that formlessness.

And suddenly you are caged again in projected reality –

And you find that you are not free yet!
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21:15 Thursday 5th May 2017

After One Year Of Tai Chi 

Wo – You want me to fry fish on my palm in one year of practice of Tai Chi?
Ta – Is that possible?
Wo – I don’t know. Someone said it’s possible. Someone did it, they say.
Ta – How long it will take to have such power in your hands?
Wo – I don’t know. I even don’t know it’s possible.
Ta – You said it’s possible.
Wo – Someone said, I didn’t.
Ta – What is benefit of learning Tai Chi then?
Wo – Learning Tai Chi itself is a benefit. It’s an achievement itself. I don’t do Tai Chi for getting benefits.
Ta – It’s foolish to practice Tai Chi if it has no benefits. You are stupid.
Wo – For it’s health, physical and mental benefits, do Google yourself. And don’t get be greedy about it’s miraculous supernatural achievements.
Ta – What kind of supernatural achievements?
Wo – All depends on practices.
Ta – When will have those powers? Can you beat someone from four feet distance?
Wo – Answer for first question – I don’t know.

Answer for second question – No.
21:16 Friday 31st March 2017

People Know Everything! 

​People know everything!

They know if I’m hungry. They ask me to have food. If I’m weaker than other days, they know my energy is low.
People are smarter than me!

I can not cheat them.

If I try to speak lie, I’m caught.
People are not easy to win!

They sometimes play with me.

They allow me to feel proud and suddenly they make me look down.
People are experienced!

I’m new. Each situation is new to me and I see people already there are more experienced than me.
People pretend to be unaware!

They show me as they know nothing.

But actually they have enough ideas.
People are players & gamers!

They know how to involve me in their games, for their use, for their entertainment.

I’m nothing before them.
People are creator and makers!

Politicians, Actors, and everyone must keep happy to them.

They have created big names and celebrities.
I was asked – ‘why is your energy too low? Haven’t you had your breakfast?’

Me – ‘I have done my lunch.’

They – ‘Then why do you seem with low energy?’
22:23 Thursday 7th March 2017

Energy Rejects Energy! 

​Some personalities does nothing but your inner dislikes them.

Azim Khalique is a 47 years old (according to him) man. He met me one year ago with a friend when I was going to Neela Telefilms for an audition. Azim ji started telling me about his experience in theatre, that he has worked with late Shafi Enamdar ji, Gulzar Saab etc. I don’t know he really worked with them or not but I don’t need to doubt on him. Gradually I felt that my nature dislik that personality. My inner dislikes talking with him. I don’t feel happy to see him. That day with a friend we went to Neela Telefilms and given audition there.
I dislike to talk much with someone meets me first-time. I’m not to become friendly easily. This person talks much. Of course 10 minutes talking on phone is much for me, and that is when if it’s not useful for me. Talking irritates me. I had started avoiding this person. If he asked me to come together for auditions, I make excuses and skip that venue for that particular day.
But I don’t hate anybody!

I keep sending him audition updates on Whatsapp if any requirement suits his age and look. He also sends me audition informations. He got me added in a very useful audition updates Whatsapp group. I just don’t like to talk to him.
Today I went to Yash Raj’s studio near SNDT Juhu to see if there any audition is going on or not. I saw Azim ji there in old kurta, in poor man’s look. I could not go back because he would have seen me. I approached to him with smile and shaked hands. He was called there for look-test. I sat there to meet casting assistants if they could take my intro at least, but after spending more than two hours sitting there, we both together left the studio. His look-test was ok because he was called, I was random visitor.
I don’t hate anybody. I don’t pray to go bad for anyone. But some people are there I don’t like to be with.
Chunmun is another person like that. I feel his personality is very selfish. He doesn’t respect anyone. His motto seems to get benefit fromothers. If one seems not useful to him, he stops showing respect to him.
I don’t know how and why I’m so sensitive.
I got headache after this afternoon and this is 21:16 night I’m not feeling well. I took a drink of lassi but still not good.
Energy from some personalities doesn’t suit my energy. I have no bad feeling for anyone. I don’t hate anybody. It’s energy that is unable to accept energy from some other sources.
21:20 Saturday 18th February 2017

23rd December 2016 Friday 

​They say ‘do not complain and watch out what thought or which emotions are their in your mind. Accept it what the reality is.’

I’m waiting outside, washroom is occupied, need to go to for toilet. My mind is hoping for washroom be empty soon. It’s morning and peak time for toilet goaers. Na I’m not complaining, I’m not cursing anyone inside washroom, and I’m obliged to believe it’s conspired by god to punish me because maybe un past someone had to be waiting like me now, and I would be having occupied the washroom (joking).
Spirituality and Religion is helpful for those who are clever. Rest are spiritual and religious just to keep themselves illusioned, it provides them an escape from their problems.
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I understand my inner flow driving me towards Tai Chi, physical movements, breathing exercises, ..I don’t find me crazy for acting. Of course, media field is better than other fields for getting fame but the person gets fame, reaches on that level anyhow. I don’t know how to get work in acting. My nature is not like that to keep asking for work from casting directors and coordinators. I sometimes doubt on me if I’m on wrong track running reluctantly because I’m I can’t change the track. I’m fascinated about Monk-Life since my childhood but never got the chance to experience Shraman Life. My inner flows towards Zero, outer desires for fame and respect. I wish, I would not be problems of money. I wish, I could be enjoying my life in learning, reading, traveling, exploring new things, getting fame, earning respect, winning hearts of people ..
Financial difficulties limits one’s life. I don’t know how to earn money. I can’t glorify myself, I can’t lie. I’m not a businessman. I never learned how to get into in market. Those who are good businessmen, have ability to be prosperous. – according to a great businessman, ‘If you are poor at 35, you are not willing to be rich.’ And he was right. I found myself not attracting money. How to get money, doing jobs, meeting casting persons, requesting them for work, all I don’t know. I go to production houses, I ask the casting person if there is any audition going on. They say “nothing is going on”, I say Thank You. I’m not fit in almost all auditions for TVCs. I don’t know how to crack the Vyuh.
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Just have deactivated Facebook again. I’m tired of Facebook. Whatsapp also is time killer app. Though Facebook deactivation is temporary but hoping to use rarely. Now, these social sites are not only mediums to be connected with family & friends. Now call rate is cheaper, messenger Whatsapp etc. are best for video calls also.
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21:33 Friday 23rd December 2016

No Style Is Wrong Style, They Are Just Different 


A master who wandering beside a lake one day, heard the sounds of the ‘Walking On Water’ mantra being chanted incorrectly from an island a little way from the bank. The master, full of compassion for the errant and wishing to teach the correct formula, found a boat and rowed across the water to the island. (He had not yet mastered the method himself and had to make do with the more conventional means of crossing, i.e. a boat.)
Arriving at the camp of a young Sufi novice, he instructed him in the correct words and their order. The novice was delighted at the intervention of so venerable a master and thanked him profusely for taking the time to help. Returning to the boat, the master set out for the bank, rightfully contented at his good deed in helping the young man. Cut short in his thoughts he looked up in astonishment to see the young novice running on the water shouting, ‘Master, Master, come back, come back. I’ve forgotten the words.’

I read this story on a website I was surfing about Tai Chi. Yesterday I came to know some Tai Chi classes in Mumbai, their movements in YouTube videos are different from us. They are sometimes fast and sometimes slow. Their movements looks like they are making efforts and using muscles’ power. What I do is different – slow movement, concentrating on my body movements, with breathings, bent knees, circular way. They, according to their websites, provide fortification course also. I’m not certified from any institute, I learned from my teachers trio – ChiChi, Hui & Melody. I won’t say whose way is right because while doing Tai Chi, It’s revealed in me that Nothing Is Wrong, Just Different. I know 24, 48 & 32 (sword) and I don’t have certificate. I don’t have pay money anyone to certify me. 
Above story, I read yesterday evening and I came to know about Tai Chi Classes at noon yesterday. I was a bit sad and confused after knowing about classes but the story made me feeling comfortable. 
10:06 am Monday 28th November 2016