स्टडी रूम

एक छोटा सा स्टडी रूम है ।

अंदर जाने का दरवाजा एक ही है जो पश्चिमी दीवार पर है ।
दरवाजे के ठीक सामने की दीवार पर, पूर्व दिशा में खुलने वाली एक खिड़की है ।

खिड़की से लगा हुआ टेबल है, कुर्सी है,

टेबल पर एक लैपटाप, कुछ किताबें, एक चाय से भरा कप, तीन चार पेन एक सेट में रखी हैं ।
एक स्मार्टफोन भी टेबल पर रखा है ।
कमरे की उत्तरी दीवार से सटा हुआ एक साधारण सिंगल बेड है जो कि सात फुट लंबा है ।

इसका सिरहाना पूर्व की तरफ है ।

इस दीवार पर कुछ सुंदर पेंटिग भी टंगी है जो जरूरी नहीं भी हो सकती थी ।
दक्षिणी दीवार से लगी एक शेल्फ है जिसमें किताबें हैं, 

शेल्फ के बाजू में एक छोटी सी आलमारी भी है

और उसके बाजू में एक मटका रखा है

जिसके ऊपर एक गिलास और लंबी डंडी वाला मग रखा है ।

आलमारी और शेल्फ, बेड आमने सामने है ।
मटका और बेड, पश्चिमी दीवार से थोड़ी दूरी पर हैं, 

जहां कुछ और कुर्सियां फोल्ड कर के रखी हुई हैं ।

जरूरत पड़ने पर, सभी दस कुर्सियों को खोला जा सकता है ।
कमरे में वाई-फाई है ।
कमरे में कोई सजावट नहीं हैं ।

खालीपन रखा गया है ।
पंखा है जो चलता भी है,

वैसे गरमी नहीं लगती यहां ।

दीवारें हल्की पीली हैं, सफेद जैसी ।

छत एकदम सफेद ।

कमरे में कहीं धूल नहीं है, कोई गंदगी नहीं हैं, 

वैसे किताबें, जो टेबल और शेल्फ में रखी है;

थोड़ी अस्तव्यस्त हैं ।
किताबों का अस्तव्यस्त होना सुंदर लगता है ।
टेबल, शेल्फ, आलमारी, लकड़ी की है ।

सभी कुर्सियां काली, एक जैसी है ।

मटका मिट्टी का है – ये माॅडर्न वाॅटर प्यूरीफायर भी हो सकता था ।
दक्षिणी दीवार पर एक दरवाजा है, मटके और पश्चिमी दीवार के बीच ।

यह है छोटा सा अटैच लैट-बाथ ।
एक टेबल-लैंप टेबल पर है, जिसको घुमाकर बेड की तरफ भी किया जा सकता है

ताकि लेटकर भी पढ़ा जा सके ।

तीन बल्ब फूलवाले होल्डर में पश्चिमी, उत्तरी और दक्षिणी दीवारों पर लगे हैं ।

उत्तर-पश्चिम और दक्षिण-पूर्व कोनों पर नाईट-लैप लगे हैं

जबकि बाथरूम वाले कोने पर फ्लॉवर पाॅट रखा है ।
कमरे में सांस लेने, एक्सरसाइज़ करने और हंसने की पूरी जगह है ।

यहां ताईची नहीं हो पाएगी, उतनी भी जगह नहीं है ।

पढ़ाई करने के लिए बेस्ट कमरा है ।
19:00 Wednesday 14th June 2017

Earthian, Patriotic & Nationalist!

​Patriotism can never be a solution but another difficulty for any Nation facing problems on social traditionals religious financial and linguistic issues.
Ok, it’s obvious to have emotional feelings for the land we belong to but this land can be the mohalla, or village, or tehsil or district.. commissionery, state, region, nation, subcontinent continent, the globe too! This is patriotism! To die for your land, to have emotional touch. It is helpful for people to get the land out of problems but if this emotion is politically misused to achieve power, it is big trouble for all – people, region, nation.. Patriotism and Nationalism too are dividing forces like racism, casteism, for peaceful global humanity. 
Nationalism and Patriotism both have limits but Nationalism is bigger and broader concept than Patriotism. Bhagat Singh, Bhim Rao Ambedkar, Manavendranath Roy.. these kind of people were not just patriotic, they had broader visions and they sacrificed their lives for justice, equality, peace. I don’t think Jiddu, UG, Osho, Ramana can be limited within Patriotism and Nationalism.
Patriotism is a feeling not thought. It’s not concept in that sense. It can be provoked, stimulated, used, misused for personal or particular benefits. It’s not universal value like Truth, Humanity, Equality, Justice, Peace. Patriotism is always harmful for Nationalism.
Few people in India are claiming to be Patriotic and Nationalist, both but the facts prove them wrong. These Fake Nationalists can be noticed easily spreading rumours and provoking Patriotism behind any issue which can bring them benefits. Extreme Nationalism is another problem and illness for an Healthy Nation. They teach to be proud of regional history, they promote regional historical kings as their heroes. They claim that only their caste, their race, their history, were great and glorious. They believe if you are not like them, you are Traitor!
Being Anti-National, Anti-Patriotic are not bad and sometimes it’s good to be Anti-National, Anti-Patriotic. Nijam-Ul-Mulk was not traitor. He found Moghuls had lost values so he built his own State and in 1947 his land was the biggest most kingdom of this South-Asian Sub Continent. An Earthian also can be considered Anti-National & Anti-Patriotic but He Loves his Planet more than Nation.
Patriotism is a feeling. One can show and express this feeling. One can salute flags, say only my country is great, my land, ..I will not allow outsiders to come and earn here because my land belongs to native people only. .. etc. But, Love, Truth, Justice, Peace, Equality demands more than being just patriotic or nationalist.
We must remember that the Nation and Country is by people. If country or nation becomes more important than people than the Nation and Country are worst. Their people will never have Peace-With-Love! In this kind of lands, Rulers are considered respected and important more than The People. Here people do not have Right to ask their leaders ‘What Have You Done For Us?’ Rather, leader asks People ‘Cannot You Sacrifice For Your Nation/Country/Land?’
Most of the Nations in this world are facing Extreme Nationalism, Patriotism within Nation. Separatists are Patriotic and heroes for their land and their people. I don’t know exactly but I think, dictators have been claiming themselves to be Patriotic and this is how their opponents were considered Traitors, Anti-Patriotic, Anti-Nationalists. They successfully stimulated feelings of people and used to achieve Power. Robespierre was Nationalist, Patriotic, Traitor, Separatist or what?
If one Loves his land, his country, his nation, their people, rivers, air, ..he can Love people, air, rivers, birds ..of other nations too.
I Love the mohalla I was born in, I Love Kosmi, I Love people of Kosmi. I Love Balaghat, I Love people of Balaghat. I Love MP, I Love people of MP. I Love India, I Love people of India. I Love South Asian Subcontinent and I Love its people. I Love Earth Planet, I’m an Earthian though I Love this Universe, Sun, Moon, Stars..
02:07am Sunday 19th February 2017

Stupid Monk Is Better Than Smart Politicians or Successful Businessmen 

​Life of monk is better than any other person on earth!

He is in peace, Inside and Outside too. He is what he is. He is fearless, carefree, courageous, ..with love in his heart. He is always purifying himself but not to prove anything to anyone. It’s all for himself. All doctors, teachers, everyone who is in service sector must be monks – not necessary to be belonging or adhering to any particular religion. It would be better if monks are nonreligious people. It is what they should be. Those who call themselves Saint in India are actually Gangs of Fake people exploiting public through Faith and Fake names of Deities. I wish, I could be a monk. I wanted to be a monk. I wish I would die as a monk. If I would be a monk following any philosophy, then the philosophy would be either Jaina or Buddhist or of course, Daoist. Taoist philosophy is the philosophy I’m attracted to nowadays. It doesn’t mean I will be a Taoist. I’m not Buddhist too in that way. I like those philosophies. If I’m offered opportunity to be a Taoist Monk, I wish I would accept that with courage. It would not be any betrayal against Dr. Ambedkar – I’m and I will be thankful to him for all what he did for people of India. He himself had been a monk for a short time maybe as Shraamner I’m not sure. I’m unable to survive in this world. Casting people say me Not-Fit for their requirements but actually I’m not fit for entire the system. I don’t say the system is bad or me. We are just not for each other. I think as a monk one is not responsible to the system. A monk is one who becomes the nature. I know I can be the same nature again I was. I can be free from impacts of emotions. I can observe every single part of the chain of thoughts. I can be simplest, honest and most stupid person. I’m not smart and I never want to be. I can remain that stupid fool forever my life and that would be best for me. I don’t need to be political-businessman mind. I wish I could be a monk, a real monk unlike religious dhongi gurus. I just afraid to be labelled as escapee. Yeah I want to avoid this useless unnecessary struggle for surviving day after another. Life becomes a burden when one is not enjoying it. Enjoying life is when kne is doing or being what he actually is in his inside. Being happy is something having the same outer what we have inside. Both inside and outside become same and there is fulfilment. It’s not a game. It’s not joke. It’s what everyone is looking for. 
22:55 Wednesday 11th January 2017

Outside Is Danger! Inside Is Peaceful ♡

​Outside world is different and dangerous!

The world inside me is more peaceful, kind, thoughtful, aware. Happiness inside is more than outside. Those mediators who believe inside of human mind is full of sorrow and danger are either wrong or they themselves have black shade inside their minds. Their world maybe bad not others. For me, I don’t need organizations. Entire mankind is ok for me. Government is useless. Police is for them who need someone to stop them from doing wrong. I don’t do wrong, I don’t need police. I may need police only if it is to save good people from criminals. I’m not criminal. Government is for them who want to be governed by others. I’m not a sheep. I don’t need shepherd. They, who believe and practice “Live And Let Live” do not need government. Yes we need workers who should work for people, to serve society but of course they’re not politicians. Now political parties have become gangs of criminals. They work for themselves. I believe, if political persons are to serve people, they must not be richer than people. They should have authority to do something good for society but they must not be having power to rule over people. Let people live their lives according to their understandings.
21:20 Tuesday 10th January 2017

No Place For Peaceful People 


I have been student of philosophy in university. I do not have any problem with any philosophical and spiritual part of any religion or religious organization. Philosophical part is central and core of any religion – sect – organization, but when I see spiritual gurus and their speeches, I feel pity on their adherents. I would like to call them ‘immature’ if they are ignorants of their philosophies, otherwise – if they are doing it with intentions to misuse the mass, they are too clever and harmful to the society.
Rarely I watch preaching on television but when I do, I feel, the audience’s is being feeded with superstitions – and tv channels seems showing it deliberately because the audience want it, on other hand.
In spiritual matter, all are almost same – it’s journey to go into self, deeper and honestly. Religion, the outer part of the core, the philosophy, gathers people under one or some books, one or more gods, special rituals – and when I see, followers of one religion considering followers of other religions as their enemies, I see the failure of their religion & their philosophy as well.
It’s too dangerous!

They all say, all religions points to the same, but practically they hate each other. Their talks about One God, Love, Peace are Fake! If one is religious but feels hate for others who follow different faith, different religion, it means, the religion is proved unsuccessful and dangerous for human society.
I feel pensive to see all economy – society – political personalities – media – spiritual gurus – religious leaders – all are doing it in a very organized way. In this situation in India, I don’t find any place where I can live peacefully – without being disturbed by religious people.
18:58 Friday 21 October 2016

भीतर की शांति 

सबसे ज़रूरी है

आत्मिक शांति का होना

स्वयं को शांति में रखना

स्वयं को शांत रखना ।
शांति,

जो किसी भीतरी या बाहरी

ताकत, डर, नफ़रत, लालच

की वजह से न हो ।
सब तरफ़ शांति को भंग करने के साधन हैं

मगर भीतर का मौसम

खुद लेकर चलना होता है

बाद में यह नहीं कह सकते कि मेरा मन उस वजह से खराब था ।
भीतर के मौसम के ज़िम्मेदार हम खुद हैं ।

अगर मौसम अच्छा तो खुशियाँ हैं ।
अपराध, ज़्यादतियां, अन्याय, हो रहे हैं

शांति का मतलब इन सबसे आंखे मूंद लेना भी नहीं है

अगर हलचल न हो तो आदमी मरा हूआ समझो ।
नफ़रत, गुस्सा, कंपेरिज़न, अंतस को विचलित कर देते हैं ।
पूरी कोशिश इस बात की है कि दिमाग़ शांत रहे ।

बाहर से आई कोई भी संवेदना – सूचना भीतर को विचलित न करे । 
बाहर जो हो रहा है

वो एक अकेले के बस का है भी नहीं कि उसे रोक ले ।

मगर बाहर से जो भीतर सूचना आती है,

उससे उत्प्रेरित न होना बहुत कठिन है ।
22:53 Wednesday, 5th October 2016

Purity And Tranquillity

All clinging and attachments have nothing to do with the Tao or the virtue.

People fail to realize the Tao because they have deviant minds.
Deviance in the mind means the spirit is alarmed.
Spirit alarmed, there is clinging to things.
Clinging to things,

there is searching and coveting.
Searching and coveting,

there are passions and afflictions.
Passions, afflictions, deviance, and imaginings

trouble and pester mind and body.
Then one falls into turbidity and shame,

Ups and downs, life and death.
Forever immersed in the sea of misery,

One is in eternity lost to the true Tao.
The Tao of true permanence

Will naturally come to those who understand.
Those who understand the realization of the Tao

Will rest forever in the pure and tranquil.
[excerpt shared from :

Ching-ching miao-ching

(Purity and Tranquility)

author unknown (618 – 906 CE)

translated by : Liva Kohn]
(This post was copied as it is from Facebook page: Tao Te Ching)